Do take note

....that I write mostly emotional outpourings on this blog for various reasons. I am too careful to ever write anything political which is really what I love to do. And I am usually very reserved when it comes to expressing my emotions. That's why I write them out on this little blog which no one probably ever reads even though the link is on my facebook. Of course, if you are reading this and/or have read previous entries, kindly comment on this and let me know instead of being a creeper. You can sign your comment as anonymous but leave me a clue that only I would know as to who you really are.

With that being said....I honestly don't write much on here. Maybe I should write down my philosophical ramblings here instead of letting those crazy fascinating ideas decay in the farthest corners of my brain, like opened bottles of wine left out for too long.

I miss you. I could weep like a small child right now, the way I did on that last night. I'm sorry I'm weak.  I think I may have fallen in love with you.

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I've been so unbelievably, ridiculously happy. I'm alright with not knowing what my plans are for the next few years of my life. As long as this doesn't end.

Can I, please?

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I think I'm ready. Fuck, no, I lied. I'm not ready to grow up. Fuck...I'm not even ready for that. Fuck.

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I'm getting smarter every time. Thank God for that.

Been there. Done that.